4.14.2008

Heavy Load


Sometimes I think I am in over my head. It's probably my own stupid fault. I procrastinate on nearly everything I possibly could. I use stickies widgets as my organizer - not very efficient. I am not sure if I even have a job this summer besides part-time at Office Depot. I have not met with an adviser regarding summer or fall classes, much less actually registering for them. I blow countless hours on facebook, then blow some more on blogger (justifying it because it is not facebook). My co-worker's 19 year-old son just passed away in his sleep and I went to the visitation. Pretty sobering and saddening, I am unsure of where he was with God. Which makes it all even harder. Now that the weather seems to be taking a turn towards summer, I am starting to miss St. Joseph and the beach and good friends and Sawyer and sunsets. I hope to get back as much as I can when I can. But through it all, God is faithful - I just hope I can keep with it and finish this semester strong. I am looking forward to NA this memorial day weekend! I know God always has so much in store for us at that conference!

2 comments:

Beth said...

I always hate going to visitations and funerals, especially for kids. I usually avoid them at all costs. That was so great of you to go though, I'm sure it was a great blessing to his family!

I'm kind of behind on all my planning to: no job (yet), no definite plans for fall/summer school. I just want to play on the beach all the time, drink sparkling pomegranate water and never do school again.

Maybe you need a break from facebook... :)

Beth said...

Maybe you should listen to Prise You In The Storm, by casting crowns.